Have void will be quacked in to

Friday, April 16, 2004

Dress shopping today

Urge to start working out getting stronger. . .

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Okay, okay (bastards)
I didn�t mean it as a challenge; I legitimately thought my blog had passed (thankfully) into oblivion. But since you're all (3) paying attention, what do you think of these fine places: Historic house in Downtown Chicago and Historic house in Forest Preserve (to get married at, you understand).

Check me out, I've got my own interactive wedding blog. Someone get Oprah on the phone, the housewives of America would eat this stuff up.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

No one reads this blog
That�s fine with me. Great with me. I rely on it really, because unlike having a blog would suggest, I really don�t want people reading what I have to say. I like to keep my words inside where no one can poke fun at them. That said, no one reads this blog. So, why not write? I need to get some stuff off of my chest (or, more literally, out of my churning gut)- maybe writing them out here will help me get focused.

So! Reimagining no. 2 (3?) of this blog- Sara�s obsessive wedding blog.

I�m really freaking out about where we�re going to get married. So many places are booked on Saturday nights already for the fall, and everything is SO expensive. I�ve got some more places to call, but the constant "rejection" is making me feel sick. Sure, there's options and I'm not the "perfect wedding" obsessed type- but I DO want it to be lovely, meaningful, touching, beautiful, awe inspiring . . . I dont want an acoustie-tile basement reception with plated sauce coated chicken buffet that STILL costs me more than I make in 6 months! I don�t want that for free even. I want outdoors. I want a picnic lantern-light garden party. We could get married right now, and for very little money- and at the end of the day the getting married is the important part. I know that, I thrive on that. But we've also decided to have a "wedding" with all of the tradition and money that implies- and it's driving me nuts even just trying to figure out where to have it! My usual "the right thing will come along at the right time" faith/ logic is failing me. . . I need to solve this so that I can move on and obesses about something new!