No one reads this blog
That�s fine with me. Great with me. I rely on it really, because unlike having a blog would suggest, I really don�t want people reading what I have to say. I like to keep my words inside where no one can poke fun at them. That said, no one reads this blog. So, why not write? I need to get some stuff off of my chest (or, more literally, out of my churning gut)- maybe writing them out here will help me get focused.

So! Reimagining no. 2 (3?) of this blog- Sara�s obsessive wedding blog.

I�m really freaking out about where we�re going to get married. So many places are booked on Saturday nights already for the fall, and everything is SO expensive. I�ve got some more places to call, but the constant "rejection" is making me feel sick. Sure, there's options and I'm not the "perfect wedding" obsessed type- but I DO want it to be lovely, meaningful, touching, beautiful, awe inspiring . . . I dont want an acoustie-tile basement reception with plated sauce coated chicken buffet that STILL costs me more than I make in 6 months! I don�t want that for free even. I want outdoors. I want a picnic lantern-light garden party. We could get married right now, and for very little money- and at the end of the day the getting married is the important part. I know that, I thrive on that. But we've also decided to have a "wedding" with all of the tradition and money that implies- and it's driving me nuts even just trying to figure out where to have it! My usual "the right thing will come along at the right time" faith/ logic is failing me. . . I need to solve this so that I can move on and obesses about something new!